Blog Dilema

I don't know whats going on but I can't get onto my blog at work which is where I find time to post. And I can't get into the calendar. All of your blogs have disapeared from my blog blog addresses. I am shocked that this has let me do this. I might have to start a whole new blog. I don't know what I'm doing and then this happened. Its been going on for quite a few weeks. I apologize. I really enjoy doing this and its become so frustrating. I hope I can figure it out soon. Life is the pitts right now anyway!!!